
THE PRESENT MOMENT
One
of the essential conditions of interior freedom is the ability
to live in the present moment. For one thing, it is only
then that we can exercise freedom. We have no hold on
the past—we can’t change the smallest bit of it. People sometimes
try to relive past events considered failures (“I
should have done this . . . I should have said that . . .”) but
those imaginary scenarios are merely dreams: it is not possible
to backtrack. The only free act we can make in regard
to the past is to accept it just as it was and leave it trustingly in God’s hands.
— Interior
Freedom, p.81
One of the wisest sayings in
the Gospel is “Let the day’s own trouble be sufficient for
the day.” Let us absorb this lesson Jesus teaches. We often
complain about how much we are suffering, without
realizing that it’s our fault. As if today’s suffering weren’t
enough, we add regrets about the past and worries for the
future!
—Interior Freedom, p.85
If it’s a mistake to add the
burden of the past to the weight of the present, it’s a still
worse mistake to burden the present
with the future. […] We are obliged to plan for the future and take thought
for tomorrow. But we should do it without worrying, without
the care that gnaws at the heart but doesn’t solve
anything—and often prevents us from putting our hearts
into what we have to do here and now. Hearts anxious about tomorrow can’t be
open to the grace of the present moment.
— Interior Freedom, p.87
We may spend our whole lives
waiting to live. Thus we risk not fully
accepting the reality of our present lives. Yet, what
guarantee is there that we won’t be disappointed when the
long-awaited time arrives? Meanwhile we don’t put our
hearts sufficiently into today, and so miss graces we should be
receiving. Let us live each moment to the full, not
worrying about whether time is going quickly or slowly but
welcoming everything given us moment by moment.
— Interior Freedom, pp.90-91